STRIVE 2013 Thanks

Just a few words and comments to thank each and every person for your love and support through STRIVE 2013!

Also, the my total amount raised is in...

Will Tony have to eat asparagus and take Bryce and I out for a fancy dinner? 

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53 in Heaven

 Happy Birthday to the sweetest angel I could ask for.

Today my sweet momma would have been 53.

Even though she isn't here for us to sing to and smother in kisses and sweet hugs, my sisters and I still lit a candle in her honor and sang her happy birthday.

I'm still always caught off guard when my eyes well up with tears. 

It's not that I never feel sad, and I that I don't cry, but it is always when I least expect it.

I didn't expect to start crying while singing Happy Birthday with my sisters, but listening to both of my sisters sing and thinking about how my mom isn't here to see us grow up and experience our lives with us was overwhelming for me.

Just another reminder to myself and for others around me to be thankful for the time you do have with people, especially your loved ones. Be patient with them, love them, respect them, and show them grace even when it's difficult...because you never know when they will no longer be there for you to call or to hug and say I love you to.

So, Happy 53rd Birthday my sweet Neitha Rose.

You will forever be my angel.

<3

A rose is a rose is a Neitha Rose

hello 2013

Happy New Year!

::insert loud party favor noise makers and confetti::

Oh me oh my! 2012 is over and 2013 is just beginning.

This new year has already been off to a wonderful start.

The first week of the New Year consisted of Bryce and I enjoying our last few days off before we got back to our normal routine of working/ministry/small group/fuse group/events/etc.

I wanted to recap our last couple of days off and they go a little something like this:

- We rang in the New Year down on the Strip. There were SO many people, and we walked around people watching, wishing people a Happy New Year, and of course watching the beautiful firework show that popped off at midnight. We screamed and hollered with every one else, and sealed the New Year with a kiss. 

::blush::

It was such a fun night and one of the best New Years I have experienced in my adult life, mainly because I got to spend it with him and it was just very chill and free spirited in a way because we just walked around and didn't have dead set plans that we had to stick by.

 

- Another adventure we went on to start the New Year off right was we finally went to the Hoover Dam. 

 Now I have lived in Las Vegas ALL my life, all 24 years...and I have never seen the Hoover Dam before...ever!

So Bryce and I took our last day off and went and played tourists for the afternoon.

It was quite fun.  I brought my camera and Bryce was the photographer for the day.  He has such a good eye for landscape photography and structural things that I don't feel like I really have the passion for, or the eye for.  So it was really fun to sit back as we walked around and watch him photograph everything.  We would be walking and he would stop and go to take a picture and while he was doing that I would try and figure out what exactly he was seeing and how he was lining up his shot.  Some times I would see the angle he was going from and the image would click and make sense to me before he would show me what he captured, and other times I wouldn't be able to see what he was seeing until he showed me the image.

It was just a very fun experience to be able to teach him about lighting and how to know when he needs to change different settings on the camera.  He is definitely a natural.

After we ventured around the Hoover Dam for 3 hours we drove back to town, had a dinner date at Cafe Rio and then headed back to my house to go through his photographs that he took earlier and then we watched FernGully and Rock-A-Doodle. 

(We are little kids at heart.)

It was the perfect ending to a wonderful, much needed few weeks off.

Now we are back at it, and oh is it going to be busy.

Thankfully I am refreshed and excited for all that we have coming up these next few months.

I'm ready to grow and be stretched with our ministry and our team.

I'm excited to see what God has in store for each of us, our team, and for myself.

I couldn't be more blessed with a better team to be a part of, and I am thankful to be a part of such an awesome church that is doing BIG things by changing people's lives with the word of God and His radical grace.

I am looking forward to seeing how God moves in my Fuse Group girls lives and our relationships. I'm excited to continue to see them grow with their relationship with God,their families, and their friends. I am thrilled to be able to pour into them and connect with them.

I'm so thankful and blessed for the man that God has blessed me with in my life.

I couldn't be more lucky than I am right now with the man that Bryce is and for the way he treats me and cares for me.  I'm excited to see what challenging and fun adventures this year has for us and our relationship.

I am so glad that we both know to keep God first and to honor Him with our relationship. 

It's a blessing to have a man that is on the same page with me, and that wants to honor God with everything that he does as well as what we do as a couple.

Oh I am beyond lucky and thankful for him. 

<3 

 

2013 is going to be a crazybusyfunfilledchallengingfullofgrowthadventurefilledhappyfantasticstretchingimsurefrustratingattimesgreat year!

And that's because, 

God is so so good.

      

          

Hello December!

I am still in awe that it is December already, and it's not just the beginning of December...we are already mid-way through December.

Crazzzzzy!

I wanted to take a minute to simply just update what is going on in my life, especially because things have been non-stop go go go for me.

But I did get 5 minutes to sit down and just kind of ramble about things that have been happening, and what better way to do that than to Vlog it.

:)

30 Days of Thanks: Day 23 thru 30

Day 23 thru 30:

Life has been super crazy lately, so I have had to vlog the past (actually more than half) couple of 30 Days of Thanks.

But hey, it's come to a close y'all.

Check out the last tid bits of what I am thankful for below.

<3

   

30 Days of Thanks: Day 9:10:11 Vlog

Day 9:10:11

All wrapped into one.

I figured I would catch up on days 9,10, & 11 by vlogging about what I am thankful for.

Enjoy <3

30 Days of Thanks: Day 7 -Vlog

30 days of Thanks: Day 5 & 6

Day 5:

I am thankful for my sister Aubi.

The Papa to my Mama

My twinsy

My Aub

My Aubi Duab

One of the very few women I've looked up to my entire life.

She has always been there for me through the ups and downs through out my life, and I can not begin to thank her enough for all she has brought into my life.

She was there for me more than ever in the lowest part of my life last year.

She held me when I cried, she reassured me that God had a plan for my life even though I couldn't see it at the time.

She promised that there was a light at the end of the tunnel.

She has helped me grow so much through out the years and I am so thankful for that.

I am thankful for the unique bond that we have as sisters.

I will never forget our apartment days and the interesting neighbors we had.

Freestyle Fridays

Karaoke nights

Watching the strangest infomercials on Saturday mornings while listening to our neighbors scream at one another.

Thinking our apartment was on fire, so we grabbed our laptops and ran outside to the parking lot...only to realize we were the only ones outside and the smoke was coming from the neighbor below who was barbecuing illegally.

Our many trips to Niketown and Fat Tuesdays.

Mama and Papa cooking nights.

Our first couple of nights in the apartment cooking and being resourceful with the only cooking utensils we had...which were scissors and a fork.

So many good, fun memories with her.

I am so thankful God blessed me with her.

 

Day 6:

I am thankful for my oldest sister Gabby.

My Gabrielle.

My Big Sis.

My personal GPS.

My "I did dad, I did" sister

She is one of the most compassionate and selfless people I have ever known.

She loves fully and gives fully.

I have never met some one who is so giving to others and so thoughtful like her.

(Other than my Gram Cracker)

She has taught me how to have a child like spirit.

I look up to her in so many ways.

I try and be as thoughtful as she is towards people.

I am so thankful for all the times she has listened to me vent and been there to help guide me and pick me up when I tend to doubt myself.

I am thankful for her words of encouragement.

She has such a sweet spirit and she truly deserves to be blessed with the best.

I treasure the times I have with her.

She is one of my absolute favorite road-trip partners.

I can not express enough how thankful I am that God has placed her in my life as my older sister. She has bestowed so much wisdom and love upon me, and she is always there for me.

With all of that being said, it is her birthday today!

She is the big 2-9!!

Happy 29th Birthday to my Gabrielle. 

I love you so incredibly much and I am so excited for you to move back to Vegas.

I am looking forward to our morning coffee dates and breakfast days again.

I have missed you so much.

I love you sissy!

Happy Birthday <3

I am incredibly blessed with the two sisters God has placed me with.

I couldn't have asked for better family than what God has blessed me with.

 

30 days of Thanks: Day 1 & 2

Well hello!

Who can believe that it is already November?!

November 2nd to be exact.

Two days in to November already. Cray Cray!

So with that being said I wanted to jump on the "30 days of Thanks" train that a lot of my blogger friends are doing.

Obviously I missed day one. But that's okay, I like to play by my own rules.

So with that I shall incorporate Day 1 & 2 into this fancy little post.

Day 1:

I am thankful for my absolutely wonderful friends that God has blessed me with in my life.

I am surrounded by such supportive individuals who love me and care for me in a way I have never experienced with past friendships.

My friends are all so genuine and so God centered.

I love that I get to work a long side them doing God's work and I get to simply do life with them.

From small group, to FUSE groups, to weekend services, to celebrating holidays with them and weekend trips away from Vegas.

I am just simply blessed and so incredibly thankful for each and every one of them.

<3

 

Day 2:

I am thankful that our event STRIVE is this Saturday.

We have been working almost every. single. day. on this event for the past 7 months and now it is tomorrow! It is so awesome seeing all the hard work we have all put in to this event.

Hours and hours of e-mails, phone calls, excel sheets, site visits, meetings, etc. have been put into this event. 

STRIVE is going to be the LARGEST student community out reach that has EVER happened in Las Vegas and I am incredibly proud and blessed to be a part of it.

With that being said since STRIVE is over after Saturday, that means I will have some what a normal schedule again AND the best best best part (which is what I am thankful for) we get to have Tuesday off. 

So instead of going in and working on STRIVE stuff like normal, I will be at home sleeping and relaxing with my sweet pup...oh and of course going and VOTING.

So, plain and simple, I am thankful to have Tuesday, November 6th off of work.

I will finally get a day of rest.

Amen.

mind-FULL

Ever feel like you have so much on your mind that it makes you feel literally exhausted?

Unable to keep your eyes open.

Short of breath.

As if someone knocked the air out of you.

That sums up my day today.

I went to bed exhausted last night and woke up even more exhausted than I was yesterday.

I don't think my mind and thoughts took a break while I slept.

I woke up feeling stressed out.

Pit in my stomach.

Short of breath.

Not particularly how I wanted to start off my Monday.

Thing is none of it faded as the day went on. It increasingly got worse and worse.

To the point where when I got home I was just simply over the day.

I just wanted to erase today and move on to tomorrow.

I hate feeling like that.

I don't like feeling like I want to erase any day that I have.
I want to enjoy every single day I am blessed with, no matter the difficulties it brings sometimes.

But today I just felt completely OVER it.

When I got home, I felt like I wanted to do something to keep myself busy, because let's be honest I am always constantly doing something or going some where (just ask my family), and yet today I didn't have anything to do when I got off work.

I should have been thankful right?

But I wasn't at first. 

I felt like I was missing out on something.

So I looked for things to do...

- laundry

- cleaning my room

- checked my phone to see if I had any appointments that I didn't remember.

But, there was nothing in my calendar for tonight.

After I finished my laundry and cleaning I laid on my bed trying to think of something to do.

I grabbed my phone and decided to finish my reading for my small group.

After I finished my reading, it left me some what more relaxed than I had felt earlier.

I sat back and thought about the scripture I had read, and then I reflected on my day and all the worries and stresses that I let completely steal my day away from me.

I felt silly for allowing my past hurts and scars to creep in to today.

My life today is nothing like it was a year ago.

The people in my life, are nothing like the people from my past.

Today I am surrounded by friends and family who love me more than I could ever ask for.

I've been blessed with an amazing best friend who I can vent to about anything and everything and she brings me back down to Earth when I get all worked up over stresses or worries.

I've been blessed with a wonderful man who is so passionate for God and gives every part of himself to serve God and people.
He is so genuine and caring towards me, and I am constantly thanking God for bringing him into my life.

Looking back on all those positive notes about where I am today, makes me thankful that I had nothing going on tonight.
If I hadn't had that 'quiet' time to sit back and reflect on the good things in my life I would probably still feel overwhelmed and upset over today.

That 'quiet' time changed my perspective on today, because in reality today wasn't bad.
 I just simply let my worries and stresses steal away my day.

Thinking about all of the blessings in my life that I have to be thankful for helps bring me back down to Earth and out of the mindset of letting my worries/stresses overwhelm me.
I now feel as if I can breathe again.

The pit in my stomach is no longer there.

The tightness in my chest from the stress has loosened.

Sometimes when things get crazy, when your mind feels so full of junk and stress to the point that you feel overwhelmed, you just have to take a minute, sit down and take a deep breath in and focus on all the good in your life.

Don't let all the worries and stresses and negatives take over your day.

No day is worth wishing you could erase it.

Trust me, at the end of the day you'll wish you wouldn't have allowed your day to be wasted.

Thankfully for me, I still have 2 hours left of today to focus on all the good.

"what's my purpose..."

I'm sure I am not the only one who has wondered what their purpose in life is.

I recently went through an old journal of mine that I had completely filled with entries and thoughts from a few months ago and I came across an entry from about 10 months ago where I asked myself that question...

What is my purpose...

Why was I here on earth?

What was I meant to do?

Was I meant to make a difference?

Did I not have a purpose?

At the time I truly felt like I had no purpose in being here...I couldn't see what it was I was meant to do.

I didn't feel like I was really going to make an impact in any way, but I also know that I was also in a different place at that time in my life.

I was experiencing a really bad break up, but at the time I had no idea that it was going to shape me into the over the moon happy person I am today.

I had no idea that it was going to throw me head first into my faith and that I was going to experience so much growth with my relationship with God.

That it was going to cause me to truly figure out what I wanted to do with my life and where I wanted to go career wise.

Now, I still don't know the exact direction I want to go career wise with ministry...but I have a better idea now after having spent a week at junior high camp this past week.

It's amazing to me still how much life changes in such a short amount of time.

I of course vlogged about it, because hey...it's what I like to do.

<3

killing time

What do you do when you have time to kill?

I usually hop on Facebook, check my e-mail, check pretty much ALL my social media accounts, and then once I am over all of that I open up a new blog post and stare at the blank screen for how ever long until words come to me.

I don't like to just write about gibberish.

I don't like to vlog about gibberish either.

I want my words and my posts to have substance.

I'm not the best blogger.
I don't post on a consistent basis, but I also don't get as much alone and down time as I probably should.

I constantly feel the need to go, go, go and to constantly be busy doing or working on something.

But sometimes you need to just stop, and have some time for yourself.

Time where you don't have any where to be at any specific time.

Time where you don't have any thing specific to get done.

Time to just simply sit back and reflect on your life.

Time to simply spend with God.

I think time with God is a must or at least should be a must for people.

I know when it comes to me it is a definite must.

Making sure I take time to spend with God is so incredibly important in my life because it keeps my life balanced regardless of how hectic my life gets.

So as long as I get in my alone time with God I feel balanced in the end.

Of course there are times where I just simply feel so overwhelmed with all I have going on and I will have little freak outs or a roller coaster of emotions but when it gets to that place that is when I know that I need to seriously take a minute, take a deep breath and breathe and simply schedule in some "quiet time."

That is what I like to call my God time.

I would be lying if I said that I have been regularly having my quiet time, because in reality I haven't lately.

I've been so wrapped up in work, church, and a social life that I haven't been home unless it is to sleep for maybe 4 or 5 hours.
Usually when I am home I will go up to my room and have my quiet time where I shut my door and shut out all of my distractions so that I can focus on God and I.

Last night was the first time in a few weeks that I have been home before 10pm and where I haven't had anything going on.

Now at first I was bummed out, I left church at around 830pm and just felt this need to try and find something to do but instead I shut my mind up and my restlessness up and decided to go home and truly just relax for the rest of the night.

At first when I got home I went up to my room and just felt super bored and a bit down, and then I started to think about the fact that there are plenty of times when I am at work that I am wishing I could simply just sit in my bed and relax and not have anything to specifically do for a few hours.

So why now am I complaining when I am getting exactly what I have been hoping for?

So are you curious as to what I did last night.
Here let me tell you.
I took a nice shower and I got in bed and simply sat there and relaxed.
I sat back and thought about how much God has been working in my life and about how a year ago I was in such a different place.
I never would have imagined a year ago that I would be where I am today with my faith.
I never would have imagined that I would be so involved with church like I am.
That I would be surrounded by such an awesome group of individuals who all love and want to serve God.

I took time last night to simply thank God for blessing me with all the wonderful opportunities that he has bestowed upon me.
For the people who have become my best friends and who constantly are challenging me and inspiring to grow deeper in my faith. 
For blessing me with the wonderful supportive family that I have.

I also had the time to talk on the phone with a good friend for a while and then I spent some time with my brother.
 Then I called it a night and decided to go to sleep since I had to be up at 5:30am this morning so that I could get my brother to church by 7am.

So now since I have been sitting here at church since 7am waiting to go to the 9am service, I decided it would be the perfect time to sit back, reflect and spend some quiet time blogging.

I'm not gonna lie though...when I first got to church at 7 all I could think was, "What am I going to do with my time for 2 hours until service?" But it has definitely been a much needed 2 hours of just me and my yummy cup of coffee, sitting alone with my lap top in hand letting my words flow from my finger tips.

Couldn't ask for a better start to my Sunday.

<3

growth and strength thru the past 5 years...

Decided to vlog this entry instead of blogging it. It's easier for me to talk about it than it is to write it.

I'm still in awe at how far I've come in the past 5 years since I lost my momma in 2007.

I cannot express enough how incredibly thankful I am for each and every person in my life.

God has truly blessed me with an awesome support system.

<3

vlog: it's just a season

Oh the "kewl" sweet awesome stuff I've been experiencing lately....Just so awesome! (NOT)

I thought it'd be better explained and expressed thru a vlog.
Because hey, that is just how I like to roll these days.
(I think I kinda sorta like vlogging)
:)


Enjoy. <3