Friday, July 13, 2012

"what's my purpose..."

I'm sure I am not the only one who has wondered what their purpose in life is.
I recently went through an old journal of mine that I had completely filled with entries and thoughts from a few months ago and I came across an entry from about 10 months ago where I asked myself that question...
What is my purpose...
Why was I here on earth?
What was I meant to do?
Was I meant to make a difference?
Did I not have a purpose?

At the time I truly felt like I had no purpose in being here...I couldn't see what it was I was meant to do.
I didn't feel like I was really going to make an impact in any way, but I also know that I was also in a different place at that time in my life.
I was experiencing a really bad break up, but at the time I had no idea that it was going to shape me into the over the moon happy person I am today.
I had no idea that it was going to throw me head first into my faith and that I was going to experience so much growth with my relationship with God.
That it was going to cause me to truly figure out what I wanted to do with my life and where I wanted to go career wise.
Now, I still don't know the exact direction I want to go career wise with ministry...but I have a better idea now after having spent a week at junior high camp this past week.
It's amazing to me still how much life changes in such a short amount of time.

I of course vlogged about it, because hey...it's what I like to do.

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