Oh the "kewl" sweet awesome stuff I've been experiencing lately....Just so awesome! (NOT)
I thought it'd be better explained and expressed thru a vlog.
Because hey, that is just how I like to roll these days.
(I think I kinda sorta like vlogging)
:)
Enjoy. <3
Oh girl, I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL.
ReplyDeleteI have had the same problem with what day it is all week, also. I DUNNO WHAT MY DEAL IS.
Is your laptop okay? Are you okay? your falling is slighty humerous. Just a bit.
As i'm listening to you vlog the song playing is saying "this is ganna make you stronger." As silly as it is, it is true. God is using all these little things to make you stronger girl.
Not having that morning routine effects everything. I feel the same way!
On Thursday, another friend and myself went to help a friend out and accidently let the dog out. The dog ended up running away and then being hit by a car and killed. If that wasn't enough, the next day my car broke down and I still haven't been able to get to back yet. I don't have the time to have a broken car, cuz I haven't been able to go to work or school. Theres more, but I won't just sit here and complain about whats happening to me. SO I HEAR YA.
I know how you feel. It is just a season. I love that this is temporary and IT WILL GO AWAY. It hurts me cuz it makes me feel like I'm not trusting God right if I'm not feeling his joy.
God is holding us. He is bigger. He is in control.
I swear this week is like the week of "Tests & Trials." haha
DeleteMy laptop is good, haha I saved it from being crushed by myself. I am thankfully in one piece from falling, and it is definitely humorous. I was laughing at myself both times when I fell, I just kept saying out loud...Ohhh this is my life.
That song playing in the background has seriously been my anthem this week. It's picked me up on days this week where I have just felt weak, so I will turn it on and just listen closely to the lyrics because the lyrics are so so true. Oh how I love Mandisa!
Not having my morning routine fully throws my entire day off haha. I specifically have to wash my face with cold cold water every morning before putting my makeup on and that morning I had to just throw makeup on before I could even do all that so I felt like I left my house half awake.
I am so sorry to hear about the dog, I would be devastated :( And your whole car situation is such a bummer. Not having a car is the worst and especially when you in no way have time for there to be a mishap or bump in the road like that. Also feel free to vent, I specifically stated that my Vlog was more of a complaining Vlog haha.
Thankfully thought all of this, including your bumps in the road are just a season and it is all temporary. That has truly helped me laugh a lot of this off and just tried to let it go. That makes my days brighter and it truly makes me trusting in God easier. I have felt lately that I haven't fully been putting ALL of my trust in Him even though I thought that I had FULLY given my worries to Him, and it left me feeling down and incomplete and just unfulfilled. So when I talked with my step mom Sunday and she mentioned that even though this felt like it was going to go on for forever, it really is just a season and that is when I felt God tap on my shoulder and be like, "See Ali...now give me your worries." And since then I've just kind of let them go and stayed focused on the fact that He has a plan and when He wants me to see it, He will reveal it and I just need to be patient. :)
I pray your week gets better sweet girl! It's always fun talking with you :)
I meant though not thought haha
DeleteYOU HAVE A BLOG! i love being internet friends with my IG friends. =]
ReplyDeletethat is not what i thought your voice would sound like. <- not a bad thing. maybe it's your sick voice? idk. i'm surprised. =] haha
i'm sorry your week is rough! mine, too. i'm over it and ready for the weekend and next week when life.is.better.
i love vlogging, too, but i don't edit my videos all cool like you, miss photographer genius. =]
i hope your week gets betterrrr!
Yes mam! :) I love coming across Insti friends on the internet too!!
Deletehaha yea my cold isn't helping it has made my voice kinda deep, but I dunno. I tend to picture how people would sound too and then sometime I am shocked with how they sound when I finally hear them.
I am definitely over this week and ready for next week :) I hope your week gets better and that next week makes up for this week for you :)
Vlogging is definitely fun, sometimes I just don't feel like typing, but then when I go to record videos sometimes it takes me 1 or 2 tries before I can get into a good rhythm with out laughing at myself. Btw my video editing is my attempt at cutting my vlogs down because I talk wayyyy too much so my videos are always 15 minutes long. haha But thanks sweet cheeks :)
Hopefully my week has a turn around...but I will say...I already fell going up my stairs again today...so it's not looking too bright. haha